Life,
at the moment:

Lots on my mind. And i really need to get it off.
but not just to anybody.

I need to tell it to one specific person, but every time i attempt to tell, i get no response, so i dont even get to start.

Theres just a bunch of unresolved things to talk about between us, and we never see each other, and when we try, it always goes bad.
its just not fun to try to do.

I finally got some inspiration for a song.
I want to write a song about my friends. But i want it to be about my friends from out of town.

3 or 4 of them have been facing tough situations, yet through the entire thing they have shown so much persistence, and they never give up.
They are stronger than I could ever be, and I want to write about that. I'm going to do my best to be poetic, but words cannot describe these amazing people that live their lives day to day going through things that I couldn't even imagine going through. Living physically and emotionally detached with someone who they love, they make me think about the relationships that I have with the people close to me.
I would like to personally thank these few strong individuals for being an inspiration to me, for being so strong. I admire you all greatly.