Loneliness

dang.

why is it that lately it seems like at the end of the day, i always feel so lonely?

i am a big people person. i like not being alone. i like community, i love companionship.
i'm big into that.

but here lately it just seems that i'm missing out on that for some reason. :(

i don't understand, i dont know why, i'm not sure why my brain is working like this,
but i do know i want it to end, now.

i've made so many awesome friends at lee, and i love them all so much, but sometimes i just feel like my love goes unnoticed, unappriciated, or unwelcomed.

i don't like that.

i dont know though, im hoping that my brain fixes itself with time and i stop all this negative thinking because its unhealthy.

today was normal. nothing out of the ordinary happened.
nothing noteworthy except for my friends and i ordered greenman suits.

we are going to start making some awesome videos.

its gonna be awesome.

i wish i had some sort of awesome quote, or word of advice, or something enlightening to hit you with tonight, but i don't.

i'm not in a very enlightening mood anyways.

so tonight, i leave you with this:
God is great, and he will provide.
ali cossa and stephanie lennox are two of the most inspiring people i've ever met, and i have learned alot from both of them today.
my roommate's toothpaste smells gross.
and tomorrow, please be better than today. :(

peace.