Welcome Back

so, after an extremely long summer break, i'm back!
its been way too long since i did anything on here, and so i decided that since i'm gone and in college now, it might be cool for me to start updating again so people can see what is going on.

the main thing on my mind right now is this girl. she is insanely beautiful, and incredible singer, and she is a super nice person. I really would love to ask her out, but everytime i get the chance something goes wrong. one time i was trying to catch up to her, and i tripped and fell on my face, other times i get way too nervous. just now though, she was feeling sick, so she asked for some medicine, and i had some so i was gonna bring it to her. i brought it to her and was about to do it, and then this other guy who had asked her out earlier came to pick her up for a date. They are going to get his haircut together. Thankfully, she was acting "really excited" (sarcasm) and her friend jared who was with us was talking about all these guys with their attempts to pick her up and how they were all really lame. so i guess thats a breath of phresh air.
but still, i guess its just not the right time. i've prayed about this, and i know that God will eventually present an opportunity for me. but its always in his timing not mine. as for right now, i just need to be as nice as possible and just be accessible and friendly, wait in the background until the time is right, and hopefully, maybe she'll see whats up. and hopefully, maybe, things will end up how id like.