Future

today was a strange day.

a sad day, yet a happy day all at the same time.

i tried to sort a few things out, but i don't think he actually understood my side of the story.

regardless of how he feels right now, i feel at peace for going to him and telling him straight up.

i love honesty, i want people to be straight up with me, so thats how i roll with them. thats exactly what i did, and so i feel good about myself regardless of how he still feels towards me.

i got my research paper about halfway done today, which is good, i suck at writing things, especially research papers.

i feel like my life is getting better in a weird way.
i know i am maturing in many different ways, and it just gets me so pumped to see the person i am going to be for the rest of my life.

life.

my future.

i can't wait.

God has something good for me, i wanna get to that place soon. :)