Slingshot

i'm running on 2 hours of sleep since 730 on tuesday, so tonight will be short.

i'm really not sure what to write about tonight. for some reason i have lots of mixed feelings and am really confused about a bunch of things.

i think some sleep finally will help, but also some really intense quiet time will be really good too.
i'm looking forward to that.

brendan, elisabeth, and i led worship at my church tonight, it went really well i thought.

sometimes, when God wants you to move forward, he takes you backward first.
you want to move forward, but you keep going backwards, and feel like no progress is being made and you are super confused at why you're moving backwards, and God keeps taking you that way.

its like a slingshot.

God pulls you all the way backwards until you're at full capacity, ready to be released, and then he just shoots you forwards at full speed.

God works in weird ways huh?

:)