Repair

strange.

yesterday's post what somewhat interesting to me.

i ended up revising it multiple times. overall i think it made it better.

it was how i was feeling, and i feel like i got it all out in that post.
it felt good, to write like that.

i've never been good at writing, by "literary standards" but what i wrote yesterday was beautiful to me, and thats all that matters.

i was able to express feelings in a different way, and it was extremely liberating.



i feel like i am maturing.

slowly.

i think i am starting to become the person that i will be for the rest of my life. which is a good thing.
it means i am growing mentally, spiritually, and emotionally.
im excited to see how i change, and i know it will be for the better.

today, i began mending some relationships.

tomorrow, i will continue to mend other relationships.

or try to at least, i hope they see that i genuinely care about them and how they feel, and that the way things worked out were a complete accident. i hope i can show them the truth, and i hope that i can slowly start rebuilding trust.

i'm going to play the piano now.
goodnight.